When you walked away You took all my colour with you And left my heart stone cold grey I have since forgotten how sunny yellow used to be Or how cute cerise used to paint my life with joy The blue never ending skies And happy laughs As we lay
Pushed me out the nest Fearing the unknown Mistook your actions In hindsight, you did what had to be done I grew a backbone Woman! I am because you are.
We are the fights within us The constant turmoil Self doubt Pity And God knows whatever else demons we face Tame them as we may They see the joy in us They creep up Slowly, they subdue it Drown it Kill it The rays become grime And we become grinches
As the air you exhale murmur to my skin Tell me stories that you paint at night Conquer territory and trace boundaries Whip some cream and spread it over my spine Tantalise your tongue with the taste of my epidermis Magnetism holding us together Bringing us close In this moment
Shut eyes bless me with green grass and never ending skies Universes I can bend and paint till the contention of my heart Until daylight creeps up and pops the bubbles I blew in the night With a thud, reality creeps in It’s vines like a beanstalk squeeze and crawl
So we are a quarter to Friday, which means the week is almost over. I have decided to celebrate the little things that have made me smile this week. Kind Deeds A young school child asked me to help her cross the road. She called me aunty 🙈🙈. I wasn’t
Learnt To unlearn All I once knew Because all I once knew Amounts to none When I know nothing About life Belonging And all else -numb