Who am l?

I have been thinking about the kind of person I am inside
Impurities and shortfalls alike 
Swerving me either way 
Am I good or bad
This life long journey 
Surety to humility
Life the sensei and I the student 
Not by choice but by the laws that govern
Forced to play a game where quits is my last breath 
Am no closer to finding the answer to my question than I was yesterday
So I ask again ….” What kind of person am I inside? “